I’m thinking of a good way to start this, a nice opening line or something, but I guess there’s no words to describe the feeling of being lost. I AM LOST.
At first, everything was clear. Goals were well planned, plans were made into actions. But why am I in this situation? I am experiencing the so-called QUARTER LIFE CRISIS. I dont know where to go or what to do next; I dont have a job, I dont have a permanent place to call Home, I feel like I dont belong. I thought everything’s falling into place, well, turns out, I’ve got it wrong.
Today, I went out of bed feeling depressed and out of place. I took a bath, brushed my teeth, matched a pair of shorts and sweaters on and went out immediately. It’s funny how a person may seem to be fine outside, doing their normal routine, while on the inside, they’re crying for help or they wanted to escape so desperately. Sad is not crying yourself to sleep, Sad is waking up, eating breakfast, going on with your day, feeling empty inside you cant even cry anymore.